Unproductive

it's been twenty days since i've posted anything. i haven't done much, even thought there is lots for me to do. i guess i'm in a craft slump. i keep trying to get out of it every morning, with good intentions, but i find any excuse for giving up that day and so i wait for the next day to come so i can try again. part of the reason is because i feel like i'm in a slight depression. i say slight because i don't feel like the world is caving in on me, like i've felt before, but still, i can recognize it as a depressed mood. i'm not really worried about it, as i have been before, but still, i feel like i'm not being productive and therefore not useful to my family. there are things that need to be done, such as laundry, cooking, cleaning, etc. and there are things i'd like to get done, such as father's day gifts, end of school year gift to my daughter, C's kindergarten teacher and classmates. i realize that these things are not necessary, but they are more fun for me to do and i enjoy making things for others. but at this point in my life i just don't feel the energy or desire to do it. i don't feel comfortable talking about my reasons for feeling like this, so that is all i'll say about that. i'm sure i'll feel better soon.